Gaultier's

2009-07-25T11:06:00.001+08:00

I have another blog and I am not using this one,wanna read? Find out yourself but I'm not active in it either.

2009-07-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

Netherlands,Holland,Rotterdam <3

Weed,city,love,dutch beer,sex,sea,Europe,bars.

WOOOO HOOOOOOO .

erm what am I talking about again?Hah its okay forget it homey.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

You won't understand a word!

2009-07-04T20:49:00.000+08:00

I like this picture so much,I really do.

2009-07-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

Learning Dutch!!

For a reason !

iTS NOT EASY TRUST ME.

2009-06-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

Lay off,I don't care what you say,annoying kids.

2009-06-29T19:05:00.000+08:00

Read his blog

You're my heaven

2009-06-25T20:48:00.003+08:00

I've to stop cursing,its been too much lately.I have to stop saying rude words and try being nice to people.But I never will be nice to closed minded people or actually in Asia its very hard to find true friends because its either you're used or they are backstabbers.I've got mine and I'm happy enough.I'm not asking for more.Just that once you're being nice they are taking advantage and they don't know their limits.

Yeah that picture up there is Miami and that's my dream.I wanna go there or I always wanted to go somewhere in the US.I don't know what is so interesting in USA but awh well its like just calling for me.I can't wait to go,I can't wait to get a place to stay with my friends or maybe not find a job and work,go out late nights,walk by the beach,be with my love by my side.

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
Its like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert
But i'm holding you closer than most,
Cause you are my heaven.

I dont wanna waste the weekend
If you dont love me, pretend a few more hours, then its time to go
As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm
Its too late to cry
To broken to move on
And still i cant let you be
Most nights i hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me

Depression , stress is something that kills me from the inside me.I'm always a loner.I prefer being alone depressed than being surrounded by someone who I can't understand or someone who will just make me more depressed.Just leave me alone.I wanna be alone.I can spend hours sitting down and thinking sometimes about nothing but sometimes about some things that confuse my mind.I strongly dislike the fact that I'm being controlled by someone who left me,someone who has nothing to do in my life anymore but she still calls me and stresses me out even more.

2009-06-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

I'll hold your hand and never will let go.Never.Ever.Never.Forever I'll hold it as tight as I can.I'll hold it as tight as I hug you all the time .

2009-06-24T19:56:00.007+08:00

This is what we do almost everyday after school,take a walk around the park,snap pictures,these few days have flown fast enough and dull enough. I've been finishing all of my work in school so now I've nothing to do at home. This are the exact sentences i hear from Mina every single day, "I DON'T KNOW LAH" "I AM SO DEPRESSED" "I AM SOOOOO SICK OF THIS!"

I have a story to be told,I've my feelings to be shared.This year is coming to an end and I've done nothing productive and nothing at all that I can be proud of.I've wasted my time,I've been lazying around doing non meaningful things.They mean nothing in my life or won't help me in any way in future. Since January 12th I've been waiting for my prince charming to come back to Malaysia.When he was back on the 2nd of May it turned my life upside down.When he was back I was not worried about what he does,whether he has eaten,whether he sleeps well,whether he is sad or happy.Because it is much easier to contact him now,he's few kilometers away from me,in any emergency I can just go and see him but when he was in Canada things were different.I could not reach him in few minutes,I couldn't see what is happening , what he is doing.I'm so grateful that he's back here.Even things are uneasy for the both of us not to live together,even it is hard to understand each other sometimes,no matter what we still love each other without an end.He's working hard,very hard on our future,we both have huge plans in two years time,that's the time I'll be 18 and he will be 21.Even by next year he'll have something that non of the 19 year olds have gotten for themselves and by themselves ,their own hard work.When both of us are together we can get anything we want because we always get what we want.That's us.I'll sacrifice things and he will work day and night.

I was doing some work and suddenly I stopped, thinking about you,love.I did this.I had this piece of paper in my pencil box which has something to do with my art work and I wrote your name at the back of it.

Baby no matter how hard anyone tries to break us up , to separate us apart trust me its not going to work.I love you so much,I love you crazily.We've gone through a lot and we will be going through many other things together till we grow old.We will go through bumpy roads,through bitter part of life but we won't starve .

Almost Lover

I love you baby.I tried finding right words that could explain to you the love inside me that breaks out for you but I couldn't.

I love you now and forever.

Milow

A sorta Fairytale

I got this song from Mina,since she's so into Adrien Brody and he's in this video so she found it and here I am listening to it.

Late night till day light we had a great time.We always will.Love is in the air sayang.

19/6/09

2009-06-22T19:36:00.004+08:00

This is the song we woke up to,this is the song we listened almost the whole night.This is one of my favorite songs and it also upsets me.

As you guys can see I've my loved ones and I definitely don't need any replacement.I'm happy having those I have.Sadly Mina could not come but we still hang together at night .

That day went all well,had fun,watched a movie,met Iskan and Idris the Khan's family.Met Jeffry the doctor.He has been my friend since early 2006.And Fendy met him when he was getting his driving license , so they actually know each other too.Spend the whole day with my boyfriend and also Erna,Lana and Izzah.We had laughs and fun.

Nothing more to say just take a look at those pictures up there and you will see.More to come anyways.

Baby everything will be alright,we will go to Holland and our plans will come true no matter what because we get what we want and nothing will ever stop that.Just wait and see.I love you so much,we're so strong together and nothing can break us.We're in love and nothing can separate us.Love you now and forever will.Usually people couple for a month,it goes well,second month its getting worse and worse but we're happy 5 months and nothing went wrong so far,few arguments here and there but small ones.Baby no one can ever replace you.You're my only one and forever will be.Love you to the core sayang.

BASE!!

2009-06-18T21:10:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to Fendy's Ipod shuffle .There is this Russian techno,its so cool and it definitely reminds me of Russia.Can't wait for the sleepover tomorrow then on Saturday we're going out for movies together with Iskan,Erna,Lana,Mina,Fendy like of course,maybe Pipi.I planned to go shopping again.Exactly its not enough for me ,I need more shopping.

Omg Fendy and Erna are so unfair they are hiding something from me and like hell yeah tomorrow is our ANNIVERSARY BABY!

I want the blackberry,I'm dying for it.Waiting,wait wait I'll get it.I get what I want if I work hard for it.

I finished all my projects and all my work so tomorrow I'll be free just like a bird . I'll get to spend two days with Fendy.I miss him deadly,you know why?Because I haven't seen him since last week Tuesday that was the day I went to collect my visa then I headed to Singapore.We usually see each other every single week not once but a few times but damn not last week.I misss you love,I know you'll be reading this.Hah

I just thought back about the picture you captioned as Perodua Kancil like what the eff seriously.Its so MUAHAHAHHAHAHA i just wanna laugh.
More pictures to come on Sunday (;

Its like what 15 weeks to PMR?And I'm not prepaired at all.Awh yeah totally,some fucktard stole my Science Project but hahaha padan muka to who ever did it because I rewrote the whole thing back,its ok,you just gonna get Karma that's all then I'll laugh at you asshole.

Awh to those who say I'm snobbish,well I'm not its just I don't pay attention to anybody but my own beloved friends and for sure my hubby!I don't need anyone else,make it only three of them but they are the one like who you can trust and rely on in any situation,they are my blood and bones,bread and butter.That's how we match together :) So sorry to anyone if I just ignore you.

Most importantly my number is changed and its private so I'm not giving it out unless I know you.Omg everything is like so mixed up but whatever enjoy reading and yeah figure it out yourself.

Akhirnya,ini kepada orang kesayangan ku.Love,its our anniversary tomorrow and we'll be going out for dinner.I love you so much,there's no point writing this here because its unexplainable,but I know that you know how much I love,that is just enough for me.I love you MOST MOST MOST.You're my second of my everyday.You're the heart in me that keeps beating ,that keeps me here,that showed me love.

Love FENDY ARMANY!

2009-06-16T17:48:00.002+08:00

PERODUA KANCIL :)
This will be forever remembered baby,I love you,you love me nothing can ever change that.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

2009-06-16T17:23:00.002+08:00

You're the one I woke up next to on that sunny morning but we closed the curtains just so that we could rest longer so that we would still think that its night out there and its time for us to rest because the day has come to an end and now its time for us o spend together.I remember every single minute I spend with you and minute that we enjoy,every minute that we look at each other and smile,every minute that we connect.Its like a dream come true to have you by my side,to have you there when I have no one else.I love you not for any other reason but I love you for the person you're.Baby I love you the most and nothing can ever replace this love feeling that has been glued to my heart.I don't know the future and I can't predict but one thing I gonna tell you is that I'll die with the feeling of loving you because you're my only one now and forever will be.I'm not feeling so well and I did not have a good day.I felt the worst last night but baby thanks for everything you've done for me.Thank you so much.Soon it will be happy 5 months for us.I can't live without you .I need you by my side,I need you forever.No matter what Fendylia will always remain in my heart <3

So much of love,yulia.

2009-06-15T01:57:00.001+08:00

Hello there,I'm back from singapore now and I've nothing to do,I miss Fendy so much.Love him till my last breath!

us together forever

2009-06-09T13:50:00.000+08:00

2009-06-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hey love,were you there when I woke up this morning?No you weren't.Will you be there when I fall?Will you pick me up?Will you fly with me to the moon?Will you take the steps with me to the adventure of live?Will you ever leave me?Will you hurt me?Will you be involved in my future?Will you be my husband?Will you be the father of my kids?Will we share our blood and heart?Will we stick together forever and ever?Will you be there?Will you?Will you be there once my heart stop beating?

Baby,you're the only one I've got,you're the only man I want to be with,you're the only man I want to spend my mornings with,you're the only one I want to lay with,you're the only one I want to share my life with,you're the only man I am loyal to,you're the only one I trust.You're the only one I love and will love in future no matter what happens,how deep I fall for you,the only you,the only one on my mind,playing scenes over and over again,the only happy memory in my life,the only one sayang.Its hard to explain,maybe its hard to understand.I love you so and I want you to know.

2009-06-05T01:43:00.001+08:00

Okay so Fendy is coming at 3 and I can't wait for Singapore man!Faster faster next week,I want Singapore,I want Mina ,me and Hazel and Eper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Soooo I got the ring!

2009-06-04T19:49:00.002+08:00

It is lovely and beautiful it consists of shiny diamonds.Thank you baby,you're so nice.Wait let me talk about Steve Aoki and one word it was AWESOME YOO!Well I got to meet LapSap in person the both of them and Shit Disco took a cigg from Fendy but sad thing I didn't get to meet or take a picture with Steve Aoki but that night was the blast like seriouslyyyy.By the way I saw him on the stage and he's one hella party animal.We all were wild,dancing for about four hours non stop.The whole Sedares family was there,Alep,Pipi,Raffy,Ryo,7yra,Areep,Tara,Jony and so so on.

I just got back,went to Kl to do my visa to Singapore , met Fendy and I'm back now.Mina is watching movies so I thought why not I blog.Wait,I'm watching a movie with her later.

My boyfirned is like the bomb,he's my everything,he's my blood and bones.I miss him,I miss Hazel and Aper.Guys come back faster!!!!

Baby this one is for you,we've been together for about four months and 16 days so far we're like doing great,we've got huge future plans,I've got you and I can't lose you because you're my drug right now.I'm so addicted to you like as if we were born to be together.I miss you when there's no you, those days and nights we spend together they are playing in my head over and over again. We build history to tell in future,we're peanut butter and bread.I can see how much you love me as well,we're real real close .So please, I want you to know that I'm nothing without you.I love you.

I miss Ernaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

2009-06-04T01:12:00.001+08:00

So today was a boring day,really.Mina and I we were in the same house but we were web cam-ing.How pathetic is that?I'm going to Kl tomorrow to do my visa to Singapore,can't wait and to see my boyfie.I drank about three cans of 100 plus,isn't it awesome?

Steve Aoki!!

2009-06-03T15:41:00.002+08:00

LapSap!They are awesome :) I've another picture but its blur.If you guys don't know lapsap then check em out :)

Tira,Alep,Pipi,Paan and me .

It was wild,trust me it was.Love Steve Aoki,love Shit Disco love Lapsap.

2009-05-29T04:47:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep and I just talked to Fendy,we definitly miss each other very much.I've to get up at 8.30 and damn im not even asleep yet.I finally deleted my MYSPACE!goodbye myspace :)

2009-05-28T11:18:00.002+08:00

This was last week Sunday,yeah that's the reason I didn't study.Fendy's big big Armani Exchange shirt.Wait a minute,both of us are wearing Armani Exchange shirts and both are his.Okay whatever.

2009-05-28T11:03:00.003+08:00

Wow,its been a while since I updated.I finished my exams and I know I did not perform well in any of the subjects because I did not revise my work at all,ok maybe just a lil.So I'm scared to wait for the results because I know I will be getting C's and B's.I feel like I'm a failure now,damn it.Its Thursday and I'm not in school,I need some rest,leave me alone.Somehow I feel so happy because I'm done with the exams and trust me it feels like heaven.Those people out there who is done with school I wanna say congrats to you for actually finishing it because I, myself feel like I just wanna give up at times.

I've plenty of things to do during the holidays,Hazel and Zephyr are leaving to Europe tomorrow so basically me and Mina will be alone,I gonna study and go out with Fendy,Erna,Lana as much as I can.I'm getting the Steve Aoki tickets later but I've to find the transport back which I can't.Wait wait wait,we'll see I will find some way because I've been waiting for this for weeks!

I need to get new shades and plenty of new shit,and guess what?!Its Erna's upcoming birthday.I can call myself a big spender right now because now money comes in and comes out very fast.I supposed to be showering but neh I just had to go online,just had to.I still need to update few things and I'm planning to delete my myspace soon because I'm just not using it anymore,I'm only checking it for updates,that's all.

Have a nice day ya'll.I'm out :)

awh check my twitter

2009-05-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

Just bored so here I am updating.Currently listening to Lily Allen - The Fear.What did I do today?Yeah I got up,went out for lunch then headed to MidValley with Hazel,Suff and Zack,Fendy also joined us.Goddamnit I've exams but I'm ain't studying at all.Tomorrow I've got to revise my work because I'm not looking forward for C's in my results.Awh Fendy changed his about me and what he wrote was -fendy armany is back in kuala lumpur and living his live to the fullest especially when he is with his fiancee. i love her so very much, fuck you to whoever that has anything to say about it. i got no love for you nor do i care, i just sound mean. well sue me then. places that you wont see me hanging out would be as so :- pavillion, time square and such places where there are alot of people where they "love" to sell their cheap faces hahahhaha, it makes me puke.

my family are as follows :- yulia, mina, alep, ieqa, the entire family of the dasere and the sedares. if god say you die at the age of 60 than ill minimize your life aspect-ency heeeeeee. i change alot woo hoot :) im more of an asshole now, but im very happy with my life at the moment hahah :)

He's sweet isn't he?And about the places it made me laugh because its true,people stand outside there look at other people walking,judging them,smoking and easier to explain they are lifeless.I don't get what do they get standing at the entrance of Pavilion.Its overrated,get over it man,like HELLOOOO?!aWH AND THERE WAS THIS GIRL PUTTING MY LAYOUT ON HER MYSPACE PAGE,THEN CREATING TWITTER AFTER i DID,LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.its OK,I DON'T CARE.

mINA IS ASKING ME TO MOVE AWAY SINCE SHE WANTS TO UPLOAD HER NEW PICTURES.i GUESS I'LL BE GOING DOWN TO SEE HAZEL AND ABANG RIZAL AND KAK SHIREEN PLAYING POKER.i'VE PLENTY OF THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD FOR.like STEVE AOKI ON THE 30TH,LIKE WHEN FENDY WILL BE GETTING HIS CAR AND THE CAR THAT HE'LL BE GETTING BY HIS OWN in January ,woo hoo.Then our merdeka celebration as well as our anniversary.I love him so much.awh I'll be deleting my myspace by next year.nights

2009-05-19T22:23:00.002+08:00

I'm doing better than ever not counting those sleepless nights.Three days in a row I sleep more or less for 3 hours which is totally not enough at all.My eye bags are getting worse and worse so I'm going to bed early today.Well,my birthday I celebrated with family,my hubby and my lovely friends.Yeh it was the best birthday I had and thanks to everybody for everything.I just finished my Sejarah Folio,so I don't have to trouble my head thinking about it.Fendy got a job ,a good job so I'm very happy for him .
Good night!

Happy birthday!

2009-05-19T18:37:00.004+08:00

Omg thank you guys for everything.Thank you those who wished me.Yeh so here are some pictures.Been busy lately.Exams in a on Thursday, busy with family,busy with my boyfriend and friends.

2009-05-16T19:08:00.002+08:00

Thanks to those who made me happy,thanks to those who cares,thanks to those who wished me already.You guys are the best.Can't wait for Fendy to come over then going out.Blah lazy to write.I'm just so grateful I've those who I have.
LOVE YA'LL <3

2009-05-16T18:57:00.002+08:00

Love is in the air.I love him,I love em.I love them too much.So much.

Bored,Steve Aoki high,waiting for few hours till my birthday,waiting for Fendy to come over,disturbing Mina.
Tengsssssss <3

I love you

2009-05-11T18:51:00.002+08:00

19 January 2009-I love you so much.I appreciate your gifts,I appreciate your love,I'm thankful that I've you.Thanks for everything you've done,thanks for everything you've said,thanks for every sweet thing you've done.You're my everything.I love you ,if I stop my heartbeat will stop too.Never will be leaving you.

Mina,Erna,Lana,Mimi-thanks for everything :) You guys are the best.

2009-05-10T15:17:00.001+08:00

Sayang,I love you to the core.I love you now and forever will.If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough.I love you baby with all my heart,forever and ever let it be and never separate us apart.

Steve Aoki

2009-05-10T10:43:00.000+08:00

To Steve Aoki with them <333333 after exams

2009-05-10T09:12:00.001+08:00

17 may!My birthday,next week,wow!That's fast.And guys can you not plan any surprises for me?I ain't wanna be shocked,having you guys its good enough already <3<3<3

2009-05-10T08:54:00.003+08:00

I had great weekends with Fendy,Mina,Nassir,Erna,Izzah,Lana,Anne and Fendy's family.Everything was just so perfect.Had the best sleep over.I've got more pictures but its all in Fendy's camera so will upload later on.We had all those laughters and crazy things going on.I couldn't fall asleep on that night,we were talking,talking and talking.Nassir is such an adorable boy with his sponge bob songs , he called Mina "kak Mina" Omgggggggggg,by the way he's Mina's future hubby.I've got a picture of them in my phone but will upload later.I'm very groggy actually at this moment but since its been such a long while since i updated and replied my comments so I thought that I've to go online,so here I am updating.I'm not going to mention everything that happened because too much happened.I love my boyfriend,baby I love you.

love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs

2009-05-10T08:48:00.004+08:00

Jiberish von doo,what will I do without you,smakering crackle stitch,you make the jehan a pure bitch,I love you now I love you so,hold me tight and don't let go ,Mama say hi Papa say bye,what you want me to do if you die?Mina loves apple and Nassir loves papaya.no matter how much they love it they still can't beat when Fendy loves Yulia.

9th May

2009-05-10T08:46:00.000+08:00

Last Thursday.

2009-05-10T08:30:00.001+08:00

2009-05-05T17:58:00.001+08:00

He had to cut his hair because his parents insisted .Oh man he's one head taller than me?What the fuck seriously!

2009-05-05T17:49:00.002+08:00

I was sleeping,sleeping tightly and suddenly the pain that caused my head to crack awoken me.I was turning here and there,I could not find the cozy spot,I took my phone and read a message from him saying how much he loves me,saying how much I mean to him,lastly saying that he wouldn't take a chance to cheat on me.My headache was totally killing me.I couldn't close my eyes and sleep in peace as I used to.I removed the pillow under my head and tried catching some Zzz's and it worked.Now I'm sneezing actually I've been the whole day.I'm doing my project so I have to stop now,open microsoft office word and finish what I've to.Btw I miss him.

2009-05-03T12:59:00.001+08:00

Gonna see him in Sunway today most probably.His parents are super nice.Going to SUBANG!I love him very much.TOOO MUCH BASICALLY.

2009-05-03T12:57:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Alep and Raffy for taking the pictures.They are my awesome big brothers.

2009-05-03T12:57:00.001+08:00

Baby I've your Ipod but I don't have the charger.DAMNNNNN!

Dear Baby.

2009-05-03T12:56:00.001+08:00

I love you so so bloody much!

2009-05-03T12:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a dream day.Was tiring but had too much fun.Met Ona and Erna ,I love them.Met my boyfriend.Missing him too much.Got back about 11 his parents sent me back.Then went out with Zef and Mina.Blah lazy to write.The most important point is that I met him and had fun.

Today's trip :)

2009-05-01T18:02:00.002+08:00

2009-05-01T05:42:00.002+08:00

Batu caves baby,here I come ! We make our own trips .I'm going there with Mina,Zephyr,Raja and someone else.I gonna be bionic by going up the stairs over there 100 times if I won't be death by the time yet,YETTTT!Bye people,awh yeah I know its early and its FRESH too,not to forget.Awh man ,I feel cold ,brrrr.Freezing and I feel retarded too somehow.Ahh whateffs ignore shit and bye bye.Will be uploading some pictures later on !

2009-04-30T18:48:00.002+08:00

I'll be going for sushi later on with Zephyr and Mina.Hazel and Suff will be coming back today.That's great news.Might be going over to Erna's house on Sunday to chill and have our movie merathon together like last time.Oh my,I just realized that our exams are on the 18th!Which is crap because I'm not ready at all.I've no topic to talk about.Lately I've been our of ideas.Have a great night all of you.

2009-04-30T18:47:00.001+08:00

I MISS ERNA!

this saturday awesomeness.

2009-04-30T18:44:00.000+08:00

Baby, I've been waiting for you
Don't run away now
You've got nothing to lose
Baby, I feel so alone
And I need someone
To call my own

'Cause my love has just left me
And I need someone new
Who can tell me forever
In my eyes I own you (?)

Baby, oh baby, oh baby
Come to me

2009-04-30T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hahahahhahahah!They're retards.My ex russian classmates.

2009-04-30T11:26:00.000+08:00

I saw this picture on renee's blog and it so cute.Awww.I want to have a tiger now !!

2009-04-30T10:57:00.002+08:00

Hey there everyone,Wei Nee I linked you already :)
Thanks to everyone for being so concerned,for all your hopes and wishes.I'm touched.I've missed three days of school and I miss it terribly.As ya'll know I've chickenpox but the odd thing is that it isn't so bad.I'm having it for the first time but the blisters on my back are getting better and better every single day,its not even itchy.I've more of the fever and throat pain compare to the itchiness.I've been lazying around the house for three days now and the boredom is killing me.The sickness is just causing me to be very weary.Mina was playing Sims2 last night and I was laying down watching tv till I fall asleep,actually its not me that wants to sleep but the medicine that is causing me to sleep.Oh my,exams are in about two weeks time and I'm not ready to sit for any paper,how funny is that.Steve Aoki 30th May !Freedom and Fendy's come back in two days,my birthday and many other things are playing in my head.I totally miss Erna and her jokes.But we'll be going out this Saturday.Yay!!The swine flue is scaring me.There are few cases in Singapore and Thailand already and those two countries are like so close to Malaysia.So to all of you out there just take care alright.

2009-04-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

I like big butts and I cannot lie, see.

MINA WAS HEREE.

movie marathon baby!

2009-04-26T17:21:00.001+08:00

I'm having movie marathon today together with Mina and Hazel.We might be watching two movies or even more than that.Have a nice day.

2009-04-25T12:19:00.002+08:00

I am going to appease myself and never ask questions such as :What have I done wrong,why are they like that?Because they never seem to stop and I never seem to care.I gonna let you guys enjoy your juvenile years.By the way your infantile behavior is super hilarious,girls.Enjoy it.

New links.

2009-04-25T11:29:00.001+08:00

I added new links.

Ya skuchayu po Rossii,ya lyublyu Joshua Radin,ya davno ne govorila po Russki.Mne nekotoryye lyudi tak nadoeli.

2009-04-25T11:23:00.002+08:00

We're planning to watch this today as well as the uninvited.Plenty of things to finish by tomorrow.Happy birthday Mimi!Wish you all the best in your life.Ryksopp rocks.Fendy is coming back on the 2nd of May,can't wait.

2009-04-23T17:12:00.000+08:00

28th and 29th may, FREEDOM. 30th may, Steve Aoki and Shitdisco.

AWESOME!

2009-04-22T23:40:00.002+08:00

Just finished all my work.
Talking to Scott at the moment.Miss him like shit and I miss Mr.Ganesa.I've two days left for school then its Mimi's birthday.Then on the 27th its Nenek's birthday.School was alright I guess,felt a lil not myself today.Everything seemed so blur and dull.

Love Mina,thanks for being there honey.You and Zefer totally made me feel better.Mina is pretty sick,hopefully she gets well soon.

Off to school.

2009-04-21T17:44:00.001+08:00

http://www.fendyarmany.com/home/Bonjour.html

2009-04-20T12:06:00.002+08:00

2009-04-18T09:45:00.003+08:00

First I wanna say "Mina you're welcome,we just love you so much."
Secondly I wanna say thanks to my best friends as in Erna,Lana,Mimi.
Thirdly I wanna thank my so called big brothers Ganesa and Scott,Richard is small,hahaha.
Fourthly its Mina's bbq night :)
Fifthly I am so excited Safia is coming ,that's just awesome.
Sixthly this is a sad one I haven't spoken to my boyfie for can say ages.He did not say "I love you" in the last comment,yeah I get it he's busy and he's coming back in 13 more days but still I miss him.It fucking upsets me.
Next,I've this stomach cramp which is killing me and I haven't eaten anything for 2 days already so I feel as empty as a bottle or something.
Mina and I are already awake this early because it never happens on Saturdays.Its pretty weird.We all got her something,hope she likes it :)
I did not go online yesterday at ALL.Wow nice.
Went to Sunway University College then to Ac then to Sunway with Mina,Gane,Scott and Richard.Met few ex-seniors over there.But the purpose was to buy something for Mina and its a huge surprise babeh.Okay whatever it is I am stopping here.And don't expect me to go online in any time soon.Pictures will be up soon.The bbq ones.Bye ,have a good day.I'm dying of stomach pain.

2009-04-15T01:03:00.002+08:00

I have been suffering from insomnia which is not good at all.Had pretty a bad day today,yeah it was joyful in many ways but was not at all when my best friend got emotionally unstable.Well I can't blame no one in this situation and I am looking forward for things to heal,for her to move on.Another thing is that sadly mama won't be celebrating Mina's birthday this year again since she has gone to Thailand.But Mina has us ;) The stupid drawings of mine I drew them when I was bored in class.Two dresses and an eye with Fendy's name on top of it written in Russian.I used to love arts but I started disliking drawing at the age I moved to Malaysia.So it isn't so good but awh well I tried.

You guys are just being immature and disrespectful ,have you noticed?You guys play a great role in school but not in your blogs,things that happened ,already happened and you can't find a way back,but why do you have to make it such a mess and such a big fuss out of it? Whats your problem?Before you even came to our school I don't think we had this problems,ya know?Well I'm not blaming you for who you're,maybe you were brought up this way,okay let it be.If you wanna stab me in the back go ahead,if you wanna gossip go ahead,its just hilarious to me.I'm ain't perfect and one day you will get really tired doing what you're. Because I won't pay attention to it at all.
Good night.

2009-04-13T21:03:00.003+08:00

New pictures.Omg this Saturday midnight is Mina's birthday.We've got great plans for her.We had fun yesterday in Sunway then headed to Jusco.Got Mina forever 21 things that she wanted but that's not all, we are still coming up with a huge surprise.I am sleepless these two nights and I can't basically think of a reason.I keep on turning and turning can't find the comfortable spot.Good night everyone.

2009-04-11T12:46:00.001+08:00

2009-04-11T12:13:00.004+08:00

I am waiting for your letter , I am waiting for your song ,I am waiting for you.

I am waiting for the pictures,thanks for brightening up my morning,thanks for making me laugh.

Listening to new songs that I downloaded.

Sunway tomorrow ,buying Mina's presents.

Might be meeting Iqa and Alep again :)

You've stolen my heart baby,you've got it all.I planned to study today,to finish all my unfinished work.I am waiting for this song from Fendy:
Love me hate me, say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Fendy
Love me hate me, but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Fendy

He'll be remixing it , can't wait for it because I love all his remixes and the way he does them.Tuesday is the other day I am looking forward to because I'll get all the pictures and the songs.Another thing is that the website will be launched,too excited.He got this idea just now when we were on the phone.Funny.

I got this one from Erna,good choice babe.When lady gaga performed on American Idol it wasn't as good as I expected it to be but the performance she did was great.But this song it is really great.

I'd rather be with you until I'm through
Oh, yes I do
I'd rather be with you until that day we'll
 fly away
I just love that smiling face in the early
 sun
If I can't have you to myself, then life's
no fun

2009-04-10T22:20:00.003+08:00

You are the one true light in my life, Though I never tell you enough You are always there for me, Even when times get tough You are my sun, my moon, And my morning star, Shining down on me, To bring comfort from afar When my day is gloomy, And I seek inner peace, I remember your smile And all my troubles cease. You are the love of my life, My heart and my soul My beloved To have and to hold I could search the world over With all of my might, But find none that compare, To you, my one true light.If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is, it's not enough.I love you baby with all my heart,forever and ever let it be and never separate us apart.

I am just on my page on myspace (my profile) listening to the song he created for me,I can never get bored of it,I listen to it zillion of times,I will never get bored.I ,Borodina Yulia Nikolaevna love you always,forever will,no matter how bumpy the life will get in future . As I did mention this before , I'll mention it again you're my bones and I'm your blood.I uploaded few pictures which were taken few months back.I hardly go online,I mean I do everyday but I'm pretty sick of it.I am lazy to talk to anybody,I am lazy to communicate with anybody.So Iapologize to those whom I haven't reply yet either on myspace or facebook.I have been busy with school,I've to study pretty hard since next month Fendy will be back and I bet we'll spend so much time together.At the moment listening to Tira's songs,go ahead and listen to them too and support her :) Tira's page

Baby I miss you every minute , I miss you so much,the feeling is just killing me.It is as if eating me up,I am emotionaly disturbed maybe you will know by the songs I'm listening to right now.I love you,I made a promise on the 9th of April,remember?I will keep it,I hate breaking promises . I can't wait to hold your hand and walk back to the car park at KLIA, I can't wait sitting beside you in Alep's car,I can't wait surprising your parents , I can't wait till we shisha together as we always dreamed about it.I can't wait for 2nd of May,I can't wait till I be with you and spend every minute with you,be awake day and night,seeing the sunrise with you by my side.21 MORE DAYS!

2009-04-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

I love the car.It was taken by me few months ago.I love the color of it,the shape of it,the beauty of it,the style and the sound of it.One of my favorite,forever will be.

2009-04-10T21:31:00.003+08:00

Some people love this but some say its scary.

One beautiful morning with my best friend,no school,no troubles,just the park and us,it was really pretty.We were choosing the best picture out of two but I still love both.
I love her.She's pretty in her own ways.She does beautiful body art,she has awesome art on her own body.Some people might think that doing a tattoo is bad,some might think it would look ugly on a girl,some might say the girl should be a gangster to have various tattoos on her body.Some think its beautiful and some do it for good reasons.I,myself find a tattoo something beautiful.Well,it depends on what type of course and what is the reason you gonna insert that ink under your skin and get under the tattoo machine .I find it a pretty thing.If I was about to get it , there would be a meaning behind it.

2009-04-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

TOTALLY LOVE HIM!He's my angel.

2009-04-10T21:22:00.001+08:00

" Things often change when people are occupied" said by Brian Adams.
I was probably not there to witness the flower bloom all the way till the petals fall down.

2009-04-06T20:40:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty much fun but not after going on the swings with Mina and screaming about the Igoist and listening to the songs on her Ipod.Today was an embarrassing day because we both went to the wrong car.It was more than embarrassing.I've finished half of my work ,I've been missing my hubby badly :(

Mina's birthday is on the 19th of April,Erna and I are going to surprise our Tolstushka Mina with many many surprises ANNIE!I don't know how you spell it though and I don't know if you will be reading this.Awh well I've to go to do something for my English and Geografi.

Love baba,Mina,Erna <3
and unforgetable NENEK!

2009-04-04T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'm bored,went for Yoga class,got some Russian chocs.
Missing my boyfie,missing my love,bored with Mina,going online.checking Flickr.

2009-04-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

My dyed long hair.Missed it.

2009-04-04T15:48:00.003+08:00

I've half way finished my Geo project which makes me feel relieved.Everyone is home doing nothing I guess.
Later have got to shower and go for Yoga with my Zipper,supposed to see Mimi today but I don't think I'll be seeing her or wait,maybe in the evening.Since we're neighbors its not a big deal to go to her house and say hi.

Karma is a bitch that goes around and comes back to you.Myself and my bestie were talking about it while sending Achim back.Thank god we realized it on time if not she would be waiting for a long time.

Something about Mina :
-Let me sing this "awh she's a GREATTTTT PRETENDER" and I lov her for that
-She jokes around and thinks she's cool then we will laugh like crazzee
-She has this cute tummy of hers
-We sleep in the same room and we partly grew up together
-She's irreplaceable
-She hates her nose but I love it
-She is a super duper ego queen
-She loves A&W
-She is a Bollywood pornstar for Fendy
-She is a kick-ass person
-She has her mood that will take years for you to understand
-She disallow me to go anywhere unless she is done with talking
-We love sitting at the pondok and talking
-We teach Yaya the same things over and over again
-We both are lazy asses
-She likes pinching my hands very painfully
-We love driving to Sunway
-We both love Forever 21
-We love nasi and telur
-Hah she's funny
-She listens to her Ipod before she sleeps most of the time
-When she is tired she will snore which shows that she's so bloody tired
-She hates Maths
-She loves Kinky
-She loves craving for Mcd at 4 a.m
-She is a great pretender AGAIN
-Her birthday is very soon as in 19 of April soon
-We like parking on the roof,in Sunway
-We stalk people
-Its all about we we we we and her I guess
-She loves her hair
-She loves this conditioner that she never gets because its for dyed hair.
-She has her own style
-She is the one who I'm proud to call a best friends
-She knows anyone I know

2009-03-17T13:00:00.000+08:00

Fendy's songs CLICK HERE

Happy birthday Yana,my bestie :)

2009-03-14T10:44:00.003+08:00

HHAHHAHHAHAHAHHHHHAHHAAHHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!

Today is Yana's birthday and here I am wishing her.This is some old picture we took when we were can say KIDS :)
Well,Yana happy birthday to you,I wish I could like get the cake and dirty up your face with the cream,like what you guys did to me last year and take crazy pictures,okay I gotta stop because I so gonna cry now,recalling my memory with you.But since you're not here I'll wish you over here and I'll try my best to call you when Mina will be awake.

I hope you will have a happy and joyful birthday over there.You're a grown up right now,wow I just can't believe it,thinking back how we used to play at the playground near KLCC and how we used to swim and swing at some retarded swings near the pool.How we used to sneak out just to get some chocolates because your mom banned us from eating sweets and junk.How retarded all three of us were in std5 including Mina.Omg,I miss you,we miss you.

I hope you'll take the right carpet to walk on in life,I hope you take the right directions to lead you,even if you make mistakes never give up.Anything you need no matter how far you're I'm here to help,I'll help you with what I can.Even though you're not here but you are always in my heart.That's the same sentence I always tell Fendy.

We have known each other for 6 years and stayed with each other for four years but not including the time when we stayed together in Kl.We slept in the same bed for four years,we share every single thing we've on our mind.I appreciate meeting the topless girl who was sitting on a chair reading Russian jokes and who was very shy at first.That's how we met,I still remember then we changed and headed to the swimming pool for swimming and how we always thought that the Japanese people at the Nikko Hotel were watching us.

I still remember,about one month before you left how we talked at night ,we talked about how both of us will be once you're gone to hk,how sad we were,that's the time when you tried putting the pillows cover on my face and took a picture of that scene.Well,I just want you to know that I miss you and I always love you :)

All the best of the best wishes to you.Hope you be healthy and smart and I hope to see you soon.Hope life will treat you well.I always love you bestie :) Missing you very much.

Happy birthday

I love you too :))

2009-02-21T10:37:00.002+08:00

Banderos

Timati

2009-02-18T20:28:00.002+08:00

first : my baby of course!I miss him very much.

second:my friend who has achieved what she wanted and she's so successful in her
gymnastics right now.

third :katya,I love her.My schoolmate since year one.

fourth:my dear cousin Maria Borodina.I love her so much.

fifth:Lyuda,my schoolmate as well.

and that's fendy's video.

Baby I loveeeeeee you very much .

2009-02-18T20:24:00.001+08:00

AWH and i found this.OMG

but they are really good though.

And I miss all those practices after school,all those moments when we sit by the sea side and chill,the snow,those classmates .
Here are some pictures .

Fendy Armany

2009-02-18T17:36:00.004+08:00

Thanks for every single thing you did for me.Thanks for being there.Thanks baby.I've missed you so badly baby.I love you very much.You're the strength in me,you're my soul.Je t'aime.veux-tu m'epouser??I hope you will say YES as the answer.I heart you baby and its like I can't stop saying this sayang.Because I love you .The inside and the outside side of you.Hope you're feeling better today.I love you more and more by each day,each hour,each minure andeach second.You're mine prince charming.

yaya's birthday

2009-02-16T22:09:00.001+08:00

my love

2009-02-16T21:04:00.001+08:00

its all for you

2009-02-16T20:45:00.002+08:00

if i had to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

2009-02-15T23:40:00.003+08:00

Baby its you and me,

Surviving in this world.

You're the one who makes me smile,you're the one who cares.

You're as sweet as sugar in my tea

You have a soft heart,You had never let me down.

The 20th of january was a big day in my life.

13th of February is the day to remember.

I still remember the first time you called,when I first heard your voice.

Even it wasn't for long but it was the best I could ask for.

I love when I be laying down listening to you singing.

The song you made for me means so much to me.

Its 7 minutes,you did it,you gave it earlier than you promised,

I love you baby,every part of you,everything about you.

I love you my love,my baba.je t'aime.

i love you sayang.

webelongtogethafoeverandletitbethewaywewantit.

by Fendy

2009-02-14T13:49:00.001+08:00

To My Beloved Borodina Yulia,
You are always on my mind, I can't stop thinking about you. The first thoughts when I wake is a never ending thought of you that i had from the moment before i close my eyes and sleep. I am such a lucky bitchy boy to have found such a wonderful person. I miss you so much. How I'd explaining my dearest feeling towards you.

Your smile is so beautiful and magical. Its like Cinderella and Aladdin having sex in my tummy everytime i look at your beautiful eyes. Every time that I think of your smile it lights me up inside. Even when I am having a really bad day, seeing you smile makes me want to smile too and it makes me forget about the previous events of the day.

Yulia, you must be the most caring person on earth. You seem to have an unlimited amount of patience and kindness. Every time I make a mistake you are right there to support me. The time when I am sorrow in two ways, you were the one that lift me up and made me smile till the endless tears stop falling.

I have had such a great time with you no matter what we are doing. As long as you are around in my heart, even doing the most mundane activity is fun. I hope that we'll see each other everyday when I come back, I want to spend as much time with you as possible. I miss you so much.

hanky panky

2009-02-03T20:11:00.002+08:00

I'm sick and I'm tired.

But trying to get well,I'm tired of being sick,I'm tired to be weak but actually what can I do about it?Nothing, but just go through it ,sooner or later it will end somehow.I have been having insomnia's lately too many things are playing on my mind but then someone will just push out everything from my head and all he does is make me smile,smile along his text,along his talk,along is adorable face and his laugh.After all we know one another not for such a long time,but knowing him this short while makes me believe that I've known him my whole life.At this moment I only have my best buddies Mina and Yana and him.He's someone too special,too much from what I did expect actually.I just don't wanna ask for more.He keeps me going , he keeps me fresh like a cucumber.Fendy Armany I heart you,bumy-bum.

This is all I've to say.

2009-01-31T12:17:00.002+08:00

I love this two songs.

I'm again sick ,second time in this January.I can hardly sleep.

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
je t'aime.

Damn,Monday back to school :(

2009-01-30T00:55:00.002+08:00

We went to OU with Mina,Zefer and Yayah.Forever 21 was on 70 fucking % sale.

So took some pictures in the changing room.
And we met this Biatch shammie,she's the bomb.Miss her much.

I'm sick again,again no mood to eat anything.Again that bitch is pissing me off.
I feel like chocking her to death!!!

No matter what I still love fendy!

sick sick sick and Full stop.`

2009-01-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

we were like in the car,it was bloody windy with mina and yayah.

take it slow.

2009-01-27T12:35:00.001+08:00

Yana I miss you.Me and Mina , we miss you BIATCH!

Syg,You know what i feel and you know me.I love you :]

2009-01-24T11:11:00.003+08:00

1)palm
2)stomach all drawn by mina.
3)legs diconteng by Mina
4)Mina, she is really beautiful.
5)B&W
6)the pond
7)three things that I love [ my hair,my phone,that shirt]
8)happy because of this one particular person

2009-01-24T09:46:00.000+08:00

I love thee, I love but thee
With a love that shall not die
Till the sun grows cold,
And the stars grow old...

for you!

tired tired tired FULLSTOP

2009-01-24T09:39:00.002+08:00

I've problems and would you just shuddap and leave me alone.I don't need sympathy that's the last thing you would give me.I have those who i need and its enough i don't wanna ask for more.I'm sad now because of a situation yet I'm happy those who can keep up with me and put a smile on my face.With those I can talk with about any topic.Those who understand.I don't really text much anymore, sorry if i reply late or short comment on myspace.I'll update soon and will upload new pictures tomorrow or by tonight.Don't depend on me.I'm not FOREVER LASTING.

I can't wait for this moment I've been wating for this whole week.I can't wait.I can't wait for you to come back.I've this lovely imagination in my head.I just want you to know that I'm always here :)

2009-01-20T20:38:00.001+08:00

2009-01-20T20:05:00.002+08:00

too much of tears.

2009-01-19T17:44:00.003+08:00

2009-01-19T17:38:00.002+08:00

Today I'm friends with fendy.He's just awesome and cool.I'm so in love with him.Haaaaaa

Get back to Malaysia faster.

I'm already missing you :P

hmmmm

2009-01-19T17:36:00.000+08:00

tired

2009-01-18T01:26:00.002+08:00

I had a photoshoot for 2 hours plus. It was such a tiring day.Anyway more pictures to come.

Dear Rico

2008-09-04T12:14:00.000+08:00

You're the bomb like the bomb from which i would burst from.Damn just wait for the one day and I'll be in Brazil partying with you and meeting your friends and we could go travel around Europe togetha.Owh by the way that girl down there she looks 90% like my sis =D HE ROCKS MY SOCKS OFF!Aghhhhhhh!

Listen up people! I don't know if she's a single or whatever but I want you guys to know that this girl is f**king amazing and she's mine! Always be mine!^^

awww yulia, thank you so muchyou're the best! heheyou make me fall in love with youuuuuuuuu haha& yeah, i like someonen that someone is YOU :DDD i'll try my best in malay language :)you really should come to Brazil if you wanna hang out with me aka jika awak mahu lepak dengan saya[please tell me this is a correct sentence haha] - by rico

You know you make me smile for the fisrt time today . You make the smile go wide. Xoxo and thanks for being here.I miss ya and hope to see ya very very soon :) with love yulia . Hope ya don't mind me putting it up here. If you mind ya can always tell me okay? But i bet whoever reads my blog now know how cool this guy is. How nice he's.

Btw, I miss Russia . I supposed to go back but neh everything had to go wrong. I promissed my sis that i'll be there by 15th august but it didn't turn out how it was in my dream. I planned everything and no it just had to go nowhere. My family who took care of me and who raised me are all there and it's been 5 years since I'm here in Malaysia and I didn't go back even once. That sucks so badly. My exams are around the corner and I can't fail .After exams the long holidays on which supposingly I'll be going to Hong Kong visiting Yana and her mom and so on.And the whole september I'll be studying my ass off since i missed while i was in australia and i'll be studying everything from chapter one onwards.